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Weak Bones

by Pickwick Commons

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Dumb mmmn Pickwick Commons picks you up, slams you on your head, takes you out for ice cream, scolds you for not cleaning up your room, gives you a handjob, ridicules you for not reading Orwell, stands in the rain waiting for a response, rolls a joint like a pro, cheats on you, brings you your favorite flavor of Red Bull, spits on your face after kicking you in the nuts then says 'thanks for the memories' - and that's just on a Tuesday ... Hey Pickwick Commons.. fuck you!

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1.
Dishonored 02:21
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Cold heart Dishonored, disgraced, and left for dead The filth grew like weeds through concrete This is a life without redemption Put them to rest, comatose Covered in rust Breathing in mold Peeling off the scabs Desecrate my soul Dead forsaken paradigms that have fallen away Cold heart I've heard it all Walked down this path before And some things never change But it's worth dying for I'll stray from the path Rebuild what can be saved Cold hearts and empty eyes Will not shackle me Filth Rotten Scum Deadweight I can't see clearly anymore But am I better than the day before? Am I better? I will get better I swear I can't see clearly anymore But am I better than the day before?
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Leech 02:35
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Cut from your old ways You are still sick, cesspool of self indulgence Consumed by self importance You crossed the line You’ll be dead to rights Cuz we’ll find you, yeah we'll find you There is no safe place to hide Here in the spotlight I can’t believe my eyes I can’t believe the lies Do you feel like a man I’ll put you six feet under You’ll be mistaken and hopefully god forsaken There will be no place for you to rest your head Condemned Your crimes Are nothing short of putrid Condemned Your life’s a facade, abusive As the years go by You’re still dead to rights As you wither Your mark won't fade Leech, can’t you see There's a plague in this life we lead They try to silence everything and then Caught between their lies We'll cut the rope that held them up so high They can't be They can't be trusted No And there you stand motherfucker With your feet on solid ground Void of all remorse We won’t sit out your trial We’ll break the cycle You rely upon We’ll cut you out Like the cancer you are You’ll be mistaken And hopefully god forsaken There will be no place For you to rest
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Seasons 03:19
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Cold Up to the light Renew Regain my sight Breathe My lungs fill up Sunlight This is enough The leaves fall down And autumn casts its Shadow The days grow short While my hands wither This winter Won’t end The spring will Never come Warmth is a Facade Your time on earth Is done New growth For all the days I spent Alone in the cold dirt For all the countless nights I swore I would die When it seemed as if the Sun disappeared I looked in my own eyes, My grace came from the inside My grace came from the inside I swear to god I’ll take this With me To my death bed I must forgive I can’t forget Cause this is Who I am I wouldn’t Be here If you didn’t Destroy me I couldn’t See this clear Til you Destroyed me You cut me out Like I'm nothing Left me for dead Now I'm out of your head But you can't kill me So easy The spring will come And my roots will grow deep I see your image at night Your face is burnt into my eyes Your words as stars in the night sky Slowly eating me up from the inside. Winter is dead I survived, I survived Feet in the dirt, but my eyes in the sky The sun every day, it will rise, it will rise I'll live this life with my eyes to the sky
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Wounded 02:39
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Staring at myself in the mirror Knuckles bleeding Irrational anger and fear Not again, not again Broken and realizing I have lied to myself I can't deny that I shut down to heal I refuse to feel Calloused heart I've fallen apart Leave me Alone Reconstruct my view of love I'm in repair Endure, overcome Wounded But I'm not worthless Changing, this disease, my weakness Sick and cold Brittle, spineless, weak I won't let these lies control I won't let my wounds control me
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Suffer 02:36
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Waking up Next to suicide notes Collapsed on tile Someone pull me up Fluorescent lights And uncomfortable silence This is not how I envisioned My perfect asylum Let the water over my face Muster composure so that I can escape The things that I have seen cannot be reversed This is my burden; this is my curse I'm too far gone Just keep it together Dear God spare me Please don't let me wither These days stretch on Cut deeper and deeper Reopened wounds I keep getting weaker Weak bones Weak bones, weak will Condemned to suffering Blinded by scathing loss Don't test me, you know nothing You know nothing You know nothing This pain is mine Deep in my spine You know nothing You know nothing I tried, I tried Hell is inside You know nothing of hell (Nothing of hell) You know nothing of hell You know nothing of hell (nothing of hell) You know nothing of hell
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Hypocrite 03:01
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I’m done talking Screaming words I don’t want to hear This is the life that I’m living No more complacent years But now the cord’s cut I can’t rest my head There’s a price to pay When you are a Hypocrite Deadbeat Parasite Self forsaken leech I’ve forgotten Where I’m supposed to be The bigger picture What life meant for me I remember What I left for dead When I close my eyes The image burned inside my head This isn’t who I am This isn’t how I will be This isn’t how I will end As a As a Sycophantic rat Lower than dirt I’ve killed the old me Turned to dust Soon forgotten I won’t be forlorn With my eyes towards the stars And my feet pointed North With the wind at my back There’s no more back and forth This time won’t be the same I’m promising myself This time won’t be the same I’m promising myself I am free Past is the past My eyes towards the sky and the stars I’m coming home I’m coming home The wind blowing at my back It won’t be long, It won’t be long
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Guilt 01:02
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There's nothing more for you here Remember this time last year? We all want that back, We all want you back And I walk on This can't continue I'm sorry my friend but times run out Confined To the cell that I live in Dead eyes trapped here in this house Confined Still chained and shackled Dead eyes Never my turn to hope But I am still right here, You haven't beat me down Now that you have gone I won't eat this guilt Remember this time last year? I don't want that back I'm torn you are gone but I own my life Confined No longer your fool Dead eyes There's still light in these eyes Confined Your death cannot stop me Dead eyes I'll miss the time that we had
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Conjuncture 02:41
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Enslaved routine Nervous eyes and muffled screams Box my head in Dead in a sense When will my wounds be healed? Never it seems God if you can hear me Where have you gone? God if you can hear me Where have you gone? I was so certain, but now I'm alone I'm alone All alone I'm not a victim I need no crutches I'm tearing out the sequence Cycles No passive structures Complete control I'm ripping out routine At the seams I am the architect Of my future Of my dreams Take the hand that feeds you All of your poison To your grave I will burn these structures Fear no longer Controls my mind My word my bond I'll set these fires God if you can hear me Where have you gone? I was so certain, but now I'm alone I'll take this life And all this pain I'll take this life There is no fate I'll take this life With no remorse I'll take this life Six feet under I'm not a victim
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Ghosts 03:11
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I am not the same I used to be happy What will I become? If I lose my hold? Caught in a web of my design Home is the farthest it could be Nails bite into my thighs And I draw blood Teeth clenched and eyes closed Hide from the pain Entombed by my thoughts I am my enemy No release is found I am estranged This stress is brand new Please end this Why is what I love A personal hell? I am not the same I used to be happy What will I become? If I lose my hold? What will I have? Dead home And an empty soul How many years have I wasted How many nights? How many cold stares earned from you to live my life? And now it's come to the point Where you were right and I'm alone in this plight I've never felt more isolated It's a bitter taste Developed anxiety I just can't place Your ghost haunts me wherever I walk I guess I was just never a bite and always all talk
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Discgraced 02:59
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I am the pride Staring at your insights I hide in words that you scream You can't erase me These words that you speak Come from a place that's tainted Consumed by grief By love, by anything Responsibility to your friends, to your family Forgotten You left it out Their side to the story You used their life for personal gain They will not be broken By another word you speak Condemned by your actions You must step back and see Dishonored, disgraced But now There's a pit where a heart once was And does your god know mine? I am the shadow Behind every photograph Behind your eyes In between every line I must be carried I'm the burden you can never shake And will I lose my hold If you can't let me go?

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"Weak Bones" is a record that took quite a long time to complete. There were two attempts at making an EP with some of these songs before this record was fully realized, and we’d like to think that it was worth the wait to put these songs out. Every member added something to this record that could never have been replicated alone. The lyrics came from difficult places, places that are hard to talk about day to day with our friends and family. Having them on the record has been a terrific way to express ourselves. Putting out Weak Bones has felt like a marathon of effort that we could not be more proud of.

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released March 15, 2019

Vocals Adam Loellke
Bass Wes Holland
Guitar Colin Fedorchak
Drums Brandon Stuck

Recorded, mixed and mastered by Brandon Stuck at Blackbear Studios.

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Pickwick Commons Indianapolis, Indiana

Four piece metalcore/hardcore band from Indianapolis, Indiana.

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